映像作家・村岡由梨のブログ http://www.yuri-paradox.ecweb.jp/

from my new artwork "transparent, the world is."

costumes by +tsujio textile+(Mai Tsujimoto)

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from my new artwork "transparent, the world is."

costumes by Yoko Takeuchi

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looking into a finder

looking into the viewfinder, I find myself drowning in excessive self-consciousness and my narcissism and I feel devastated.

I'm getting older day by day, and I'm going broken physically and mentally.

How can I face the truth of myself reflected in a mirror?

 

ファインダーをのぞくと、過剰な自意識とナルシシズムに溺れた自分がいる。

日々年老いて、肉体的にも精神的にも壊れていく私。

わからない。

どのようにして、鏡に映る自分と対峙していけば良いんだろう。

 
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所在の無さ

no place where I belong

 

http://higan.net/interview/2018/02/kawashima_interview/

 

"In The Lap Of The Gods... Revisted/Seven Seas Of Rhye Live In Budapest '86 - Digitally Restored (HD)"

I wanted to be him. now and forever.

without a doubt, they are the artists who have inspired me the most.

 

私は彼になりたかった。これから先もずっと。

彼らは、私に最も影響を与えたアーティストです。

 


In The Lap Of The Gods... Revisted/Seven Seas Of Rhye Live In Budapest '86 - Digitally Restored (HD) - YouTube

 

I need a break😵

I've tried to go through the ticket gate with a point card of a supermarket nearby instead of a train card😥