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a blessed life

I almost didn't go to a junior high school.

 

Only three days I was a high-school student.

 

And now, my daughter goes to a junior high school everyday carrying her heavy bag.

 

She smiles and says that she likes studying at the classroom.

 

To hear that, I'm really moved by her single- mindedness.

"Self-denial" is my bad habit.

An excess of this causes not only the denial of myself but also the denial of my daughters.

Lately I'm recognizing it.

 

But,

 

Always I get the feeling that I'm a defective person.